Ive tried the whole mind over matter, you know just keep putting one foot in front of the other. But it doesnt stop how insanely tired I am. I get a headache that borders on migraine everyday. I seriously need to get my ass to the doctor. Heres the problem.....my husband really needs to go as well. And I feel if I go before him, he will think I dont care. I feel like I can work through these issues, but it really hinders his ability to live well. I think its the reason we arent intimate anymore. He just cant, he is in too much pain from the fibro or whatever he has, but he has never had diagnosed. Everytime we make an appt for him, something comes up and we dont have the money to pay the copay. Yeah thats just how bad it is.....no money to pay the 25 buck copay. We pay for insurance we cant even use because we cant pay the copay. Its just there in case something really bad happens.
Ugh, Im tired of living like this. Im trying to get a hold of myself. I take it one day at a time. But I seriously need to see a doctor.